Hello all! I wanted to quickly post a little explanation explaining that I am fine and not like sick or anything! I haven’t posted in over two months and I just wanted to let you all know I’m okay.
Over last few months I’ve lost a lot of love and good will I feel about the sanders Sides series, and just hold no passion for it anymore- I don’t feel anything about these characters or story because the long break has at this point broken my sense of disbelief and I can’t really engage with the story on its level. I don’t think whatever this finale is will be worth almost 3 years of no content (the amount of time I’ve spent in the fandom with content coming out is under half of my overall time here)
This means I just feel no passion for making new content, while I used to be able to pull through by making Prinxiety content I’ve kinda stopped seeing them as characters in their own right - which makes it hard for me to keep making art of them. I’ve been on the cusp of the fandom for years at this point but I was able to push through via my hyper specific au’s and pretty much sole focus on Roman- but it’s just not enough to sustain mg attention when I could do other things.
I’ve been playing dnd, and making art about my ocs and writing and doing crafts and reading and I just have found that compared to my other interests sanders Sides just isn’t my passion anymore. I don’t even think I like it at all at this point.
I am still going to complete my comics and au’s that are currently ongoing- you can still request art for older comics and I will happily make posts about them (I’m trying to flesh out a way to make the superhero au an oc project so I can make it a real comic) but I don’t think I’ll be posting much ts stuff once I finish it all off
but that leaves me off with a lot of uncertainty to what I’ll actually be doing with this blog? You all come here for ts stuff but I don’t know what you all would be willing to see? Concept work for my oc comic projects? My digital art practice? Something else? I just don’t know what to do here and that uncertainty is kinda scary. I won’t be deleting my blog or anything- this blog has helped me build so many amazing connections it’s basically become a part of me- I just don’t know what to post once I fish all the art I have ongoing (pretty much just the cupid au and the lust au are all the ones I have left)
Any ideas?